Transmutations continue

Remembering my knowledge that nothing goes away, there is no away, I chose the harder decision today. I did not throw away something good just for being broken, even if it is so broken that I can barely recognize it most of the time.Its not gold, but it has such great value if I can scrape away the crap, glue on some new feet, and put it somewhere it can grow. I will continue to pull weeds, put on fertilizer, but I no longer need to carry it around with me everywhere trying to recesitate it with every breath. The door is unlocked, but it needs to have the strength to knock.Reminder to self: Indian food refills chi. So do speed-seared green beans, soy beans, and fresh herbs. So bloody important. If I am going to continue to burn my lamp at this brightness, I need fuel on every level- and that includes the oil needed to defend my decisions if that is needed, to show that I am working in my place of integrity when proposing seemingly dark actions.The Priesthood of Escleius held the taboo of "Do No Harm." Each god has their own taboos. The threefold path, the law of 7-fold return, are but one way of looking at energetic return. Sometimes we are the tool for the universe to bring the mighty to where they belong, raising up or making low. The importance is not thinking that we as humans have the right to make those decisions out of anywhere but a place of love."Martyrdom is outdated." - Clifford Hartleigh Low