Too wired to pack

I leave in 8 1/2 hours for the airport and still need to pack, but after a great shoot with HellsElevator.com, I'm too wired to pack- add to it that Furry is passed out in the living room where my packing is, I have a good excuse to be here in my office listening to random modern swing and r&b.

The beauty I tied today was yummy indeed, and as I fucked her face with a red cock protruding from my pinstripe suit trousers, her head bound to the chair before me, I almost did cum in her face... hot damn. Yeah, I promise I'll let ya know when that set goes live, hot damn.

The rain fell all of a sudden on the way home, homeless youth and gangsta kidz piling underneath the overhangs at Pioneer Square pushing up against old men with cigars and dirty old women clinging to their rags and bags full of treasure. I jumped into Nordstroms just in time to pick up new cock-sucker red lipstick- actually, it has some other name, but to me it's that color of red that should be a ring at the base of a cock, that just darker than cherry red color.

Porn Flashback:

He walked Brian outside, my jeans tight against my ass and bald head feeling every breeze under my bandana. He looked down at me as he unzipped his pants and shoved my head down onto his cock and I sucked hard, nibbled at his balls, devoured him. He grinned- "You sure have grown up you little punk". It was true. I'd played with a lot fewer men when he had fist fucked my ass, when he'd used me I was just a little boy, but now I was a proud punk teen, bald as the full moon, his big man-paws pushing down on me choking me on his shaft. He came hard. Too hard. I was in shock, I was drowning, I was happy.

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Porn Flashback 2:

He came in and the tension and tears washed away. I forgot that I'd screamed at the woman at the desk of the hotel for overcharging me by $20. I let go of my lost wardobe. I disolved into his travel-sweaty clothes as he wheeled his roller bag into the room. Second floor. Quaint. It would do. I didn't care that the next day he'd be fucking his beloved in the room for their first time. He was mine tonight.

I hit record on the tape player that my Owner had approved as a way to let me get away with fucking someone other than him in my time of restrictions. I let go. We stripped out of the outside world, put away our stresses, and became now. Became here. Became one another and the music played on.

I pinned him down to the bed and felt his body beneath me, my lips tracing a trail across his sweat from lips down to chest to cock, devouring every drop. He slid inside me with ease, his body bucking beneath me as my newly pierced cunt rubbed against his beautiful belly, as my eyes rubbed against his soul, as we exploded and rocked with desire.

His hands were on each of my thighs, tongue of a magician between my tears and fear, and I felt myself vibrate, felt myself give in, felt myself pray to the divine and live, be, love. I let go again, let it all go. Let me go. I'll let you go- live, love, be happy... that matters more than I can describe.

Let go. Make this bed with her. Lay her down and let her ride you, her lips tracing a trail across your sweat from lips down to chest to cock, devouring every drop. Slide inside her with ease, your body bucking beneath her as her newly pierced heart rubs against your beautiful belly, as her eyes rub against your soul, as you explode and rock with desire.

The part of me that wants to believe in jealousy wants to stamp my feet and call bad form, be mine, be blind, mine mine mine like a cat or small child- but the truth is your hapiness makes me all the more delerious for you- and that is what we are isn't it? Delerious? So plans change. Grand balls in Vienna become children's concerts in St. Louis. Snowy Plains in Russia with my white fur coat covered with steam beneath your kisses become Snowy Plains in Minnisota with my white down coat covered in steam beneath your kisses. The landscapes change, but the what-if game goes on. We'll still try for Italy, we'll still try for tomorrow, and as I her her cry your name across the sands of time I smile and watch as the tale unfolds.

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Okay, off to pull some images for a Pro Domme profile.