Worse ways to spend a day- a day of porn production with Zille
Have you ever fucked an inflatable Flamingo?
Have you ever fucked a yummy man with a cunt?
Have you ever been tied to a chair and had your lingerie cut off of you while being shaved?
I have :)
So, after coming back to Oakland after crashing with Phantom and Femcar in the city (and being awoken by Phantom at 6am to fuck- and leaving me marked) I quickly shaved my legs and pits and boogied over to Zille's studio. Brilliant space. I love it. Lots of good sets, makings for more... but sadly the secondary photographer was sick, so we had to make some new plans. But we shot some hot smut.
1) Me fucking my ass with my fingers and a clear toy from WT Limited wearing my red bob wig after stripping
2) Me fucking myself in the cunt, ass and mouth simultaneously in a black beaded dress and my new short Roxette wig. Boobs, toes, art, smut. To quote Zille- "This looks vaguely architectural"
3) Me making out with an inflatable flamingo while I wore a racoon cute hat, polka dot tank top and undies, converse and "I love Sock monkeys" pin, then fucking myself with the flamingo, then peeing in a Lord of the Rings glowing collectable cup and forcing the Flamingo to drink it. This was so silly it hurt, life is very very good. The green chair didn'st stay up straight.
4) I was tied to a chair by Mistress Tatiana, my pussy fingered, shaved bald, head shaved bald, clothes cut off me, shaved more, and twisted around and fingered some more. Red 70s dress and red fishnets, stilleto heels... Tatiana was in vintage white lingerie.
5) Buck Angel and I in full boy garb, Rough trade all the way. Fucking, sucking, cocks and cunts everywhere. Damn this man is hot. he tied my arms behind my back with my own button-down shirt, tied my neck to the gate with his belt, beat on me, suffocated me, had me worship his gloves, lick his boots, and he spit all over my bald head before he rode my cock- hot damn!
6) Buck as Boss, me as woman trying to get job. He finds out I wear a wig, and during the video, I find out his dick is detachable and his clit is huge. Um, yeah, hot smut. Very hot smut- with suits, ties, vintage lingerie and yummy orgasms.
I loved the wig shop I went to today- new wig, a necklace that says "Whore" in glittery bling, silver eyeliner, a new beanie cap for my bald head... it rocks. Cheap and quality is a good combo. After shooting Buck, his partner Kitty and I all went out for food. Taqueria in the land of crack hos. Yummy food though. It was good kickin back with them- I want to go visit them in New Orleans. Lenora????
So in the past week, since my night in the brothel (a tale to be told soon), I've been talking with a lot of people who turn tricks. I do, we just call them Pro Domme sessions because their dick doesn't go in my pussy... but it's the same damn thing in many ways- my time and body sold for your amusement. I've decided I respect whores a lot more than most Dominas. At least Whores who do it by choice. It's a lot more work, a lot harder to help people get what they want without harming yourself physically or emotionally, you have to be physically the underdog in most cases, it's harder to set up clients in many cases... and there are a lot od people who come to whores not because they want to have sex (they'll pay for that though and do it too), but come to... talk.
Yeah, that's right- talk. They want companionship. Whore=Therapist.
My head is spinning. So many possibilities, and with my sacred whore necklace and my bling whore necklace, I'm being reminded agin of a path I've consdered in the past. Sexual healer. And the new twist, a potential desire to turn tricks outside of scene. Hm. I had issues for years having seen my first girlfriend go through some horrific experiences as a streetwalker... but working in legal brotels is different, as is being a compter saavy sex diva... and I have friends who are. Build a rep, have them want you- become desire. Become desire.
Will I? I don't know where the path goes from here. But hell, if you know of John's who are interested... I am really intreagued. I don't know. Curiouser and curiouser... said Alice as she watched the rabbit head down the hole.