I was writing today… such a simple thing hit me full force in my body, aching and quaking in my skin. What I wrote: If we go into judgemental behavior, think “huh, that was judgmental” rather than “I am such an ass for being judgmental.” The first is an action, the second is an identity. [...]
This month, join me as I share my continuing journey and reflections on gratitude, freedom, and tribe. From those in need to my own challenges with vulnerability, from Ireland to Arizona, from art to adventure! http://www.eroticawakening.com/ea141-gratitude-freedom-and-tribe/ Links: Phoenix Goddess Temple, Tracy Elise – http://www.facebook.com/notes/kamala-devi/calling-all-temple-family-and-friends/10150316604812287 Rob Athey – http://www.indiegogo.com/Pleading-in-the-Blood-The-Art-of-Ron-Athey Scarlet Alliance, Australia: http://www.scarletalliance.org.au/ Sex Workers Outreach [...]
Another waiting room, another round of the same, the new. When facing the shadow of our own truth, where do we turn? Inward – Outward – Through Chapter 7 becomes a reflection in the mirror, judgement and projection painted upon my brow. Who do we become, when we are but ourselves? The screen clouds, chairs [...]
I have had guilt over a processing tool I use. Distraction. Over the years I have had a number of different individuals, when I hit an emotional spiral and am spinning with my issues, say I have to keep digging. I do, and I spiral deeper, deeper, into an emotional abyss- brands on my arms [...]
Our bodies have profound wisdom. This skin suit we have is so full of information, capacity, knowledge… it picks up things we could never hear, never see. It understands things our conscious mind is never aware of. I am blessed by my body, blessed for my body. And yet, how often have I not listened? [...]
Back in the day this journal used to be my journal. In 1998 I put up “Welcome to the MortalCity,” an homage to my sexual journey and Dar Williams. Back on the PC-EZ servers. Early edgy sexuality journal voices, our voices echoing back and forth to each other across the pixels and poor layouts that [...]
On the drive back from Dark Odyssey: Fusion, my friend asked me “So, how was the event? Did you have fun?” My Boy piped up and asked if he could answer it for me. Out of sheer amusement, I said yes. He said not really, as I was too busy running everything. My brain stops, [...]